Between The Laughter And Some Tears

Ceritanya lagi buka-buka buku agenda yang setebel alaihim gambreng, yang dipake nyimpen notes kecil tapi manis dari riza..
Dibuka notesnya satu persatu sambil ceritanya flashback mumpung malem minggu😄.
So that the stories begin..
Dari dikatain ngga peka pake banget sama anak anak, sampe akhirnya sekarang udah peka pake banget.. Dari awalnya "Lo-Gue" sampe sekarang "Aku-Kamu"..
Ngga semuanya seneng, ada juga sedihnya.. sedih ditinggal mudik sampe pas pentas ngga ditonton hihihi sedih pas dapet kabar dia drop, sedih gabisa bantuin dia nyelesain masalah yang baru keluar minggu ini..
Main sama riza tuuh ngga ada selesainya, pasti ada aja jailnya.. Dia sama jailnya, carenya, sayangnya, kayak bapak.. That's why i like him as well.
Dia ngga pernah keabisan akal buat bikin aku speechless. Notes kecil yang dia tempelin dibuku aku misalnya.. isinya emang ngga panjang-panjang banget sih, simple, but i'm really sure that if you got that from the one whom you love, mau se-simple apapun messagenya, tetep aja bikin nyess pas bacanya. you got that?
Dari semua berantem-berantemnya kita, ngambeknya kita, malah bikin nambah, bukan ngurang.. lebay? ngga sih, emang gitu kenyataannya..

365 hari dalam setahun,
24 jam dalam sehari..
Diantara semua waktu yang kita punya,
Kau sengaja memilih hari itu..
Keluar dari mimpi indah,
lalu hadir dalam hidupku..
Sebagai cinta yang selama ini aku tunggu..

Finally...

Huff... it's long time ago since i posted my last 'coretan'... Have you ever feel like, you've finally found someone who makes you feel the butterflies fly on your stomach every time you look at his eyes? Guess what, i've finally found him:') It feels like, how can i say it, being someone's someone special, after trapped on some breakable relationships? awesome? It has to be more than awesome, right? But it's not just about the special things, the happiness, sometimes also some pains. Some pains that sometimes broke my heart into pieces.. Like, your friend's judgement. On of a million reason why i like him is he always got me up, not down, when i heard some judgements which is not true at all. He supports me, loves me, and helps me going through the pain with his whole heart. That's why, all of me, loves all of him.